It’s incredible to think that a year has gone by. I feel like I have so much to say about all of this, but, at the same time, I don’t think there are words adequate to describe all that has happened in just one short year. I guess you could say that I am speechless. A rare moment, indeed.
That picture was taken in the NICU. Both girls were on feeding tubes, monitors and, for a few days, IVs.
Ellie, the baby towards the bottom of the picture, was born weighing in at 5 lbs 10 oz and 19 inches long. The girls were 32 weeks 5 days along, gestationally speaking. Neither girl needed oxygen or extra warmers, which was AWESOME. Ellie did need some time working on her tan:
I wrote some additional thoughts on pregnancy, labor and delivery of our girls a few months ago. Today, as I was flipping through the photos from the day the girls were born, I was drawn to the first photo of me holding Ellie in the NICU.
I remember that moment so vividly, through lots of tears. It was almost as though this sweet little girl was saying, “Hey, Mom, I know this whole thing is kind of scary, but I promise I will try my hardest to be OK.”
Oh, and she and her sister are more than just OK – they are thriving! This week we took Ellie and Carrie in for their 12 month check up. Both girls weighed 22 1/2 lbs and were 29 1/2 inches long. Not bad for babies who made their appearance into this world almost two months early!
Ellie is clapping, making conversational sounds, cruising and generally getting into everyone’s business. She just as the sweetest little soul – always looking for a snuggle or a cuddle. Ellie also has a marvelous attention to detail, examining my necklaces, glasses and other accessories whenever she climbs up onto my lap.
Carrie was not pleased to be disturbed from her warm abode just one year ago:
Carrie weighed 5 lbs 6 oz and was 18 1/2 inches long. Since making her way into this world, Carrie has been a woman on a mission. She has been walking for the past two weeks – increasing her distances and her targets. She can spot a cell phone, remote control or other forbidden object within 2 seconds.
Carrie sings. Sometimes, when she is playing or looking out the window in the car, I hear this melodic tiny voice, and it is Carrie just making up a song. When I “sing” with her, she grins. It is so sweet!
The girls have been playing with each other more and more. In the morning, they will sit in their cribs chattering away with one another, waiting for Frank or I to get them out of their cribs. When they play in the family room, they occasionally succumb to the most adorable fits of laughter. Well, I thought it was adorable until I considered that they might be using twin language to plot against us. Hrm.
It’s hard to believe a year has come and gone. It occurs to me often that these sweet little ones are only ours for a little while, and then they will be off exploring this world and making their own lives. But while they are tiny and sweet, Frank and I are committed to holding and cuddling these girls as much as we can.
Happy Birthday, Elliana and Carrigan! Your dad and I love you so very much!