I am done.
I am tired of not being in control of my hormones and my body and my life. And it’s not about control, either. Control is the wrong word.
I am not disciplined. In this whole battle, I’ve caved on discipline.
I am not in the Word as regularly as I should.
I am not watching what I eat as carefully as I need to.
I am not working out daily.
I am not prioritizing my own time and when I do, I veg.
I can’t control pretty much anything. But I can be more disciplined.
PS. I start progesterone treatment tomorrow, so if you are in the area, now is a good time for vacation!